Moving?

Moving to a bigger home.  Boy's stressed, got my apprentiship going... I feel... bleh over the whole moving and just how much it will affect me.  I dunno.  I'm worried about everything and how it will affect friendships and if they'll change or break like last time.  I wish all the drama would stop.. Not that it ever will, boy will feel like crap because of possible roomies we decided not to have and decided on others.  Guilt was layed on thick and one's understanding the other was very childish and angry.  It hurt boy lots.  Then again I never really got along with the more childish one... Maybe that's why I feel this way.  If I had done it I would've felt bad but not to the same extent.  I just want to make sure I'm not in a toxic enviroment, not like last time.  I just haven't felt like me.  Been painting...  OH so I thought I'd write a list of odd things I've cut myself on:
- sive
- plastic container
- my own nails
- piping bag tip
- a bun pan
and I think that's all for now...

Until I feel like writing again,
Tirien