Bleh

Why is it that I constantly feel dead, or just fully out of energy, it's like I'm not motivated at all anymore. I don't know what I want to do with my life and it seems like I'm just in a downward spiral.

It seems I have everyone thinking I'm going to move back home when the lease here comes up but I'm not even so sure about that. I mean I do like being on my own but I also miss my family. I love the boy but I don't know if he'll be happy there. Life's just so much more complicated when you have to grow up I guess. Not that I've really grown up in years. I miss the easy times, like in high school. I miss my friends direly... but it does just seem like I'm fading out of their lives, I hardly ever talk to them, but then again they're all very busy.

I dunno, I just don't know about anything anymore, I'm at a loss and just confused about everything.

Bleh.